So yeah, hello watchers!
You may be a little irritated because of my lack of activity for the last weeks. That is because... well, I got a very special birthday present.
Little Ascar is getting married this summer.
This was a little shock - positive, but nonetheless - for me. I've been engaged to my boyfriend for about one and a half year, but every time the subject "Wedding" was addressed we were like "Yeah, we won't rush it, we have time", so I've never ever expected this huge surprise.
It seems that everyone around my is more happy and stressed out about that than me. My only conclusion was "So a diet is it is and maybe looking for rings/dresses later", because we already have a location and a date, but it seems that everyone wants to participate in something. My mother asked me about invitation cards and table decorations about six times a week, my fiancée's parents suddenly suggested things like either getting married a month sooner because of tax-benefits or not before next year because I started to feel anxious because of everything people are throwing at me. The only really helpful person is my mid in honor for she just says "Fuck it, it's YOUR wedding and YOUR greatest day" and distracts me with tea and Pen & Paper.
All of this is taking a great toll on my creativity and free time, so I didn't got to draw anything besides rough scribbles. Sorry for that, I'm not dead! Just slightly annoyed of everything x)
But it will get better, and I hope it will get better soon, before I start to forget everything I learned in the last year x)
Thank you for reading and see ya soon!